My name is DeWayne, and I'm a compulsive liar. I have been lying for many years. Many started out as small stupid lies and then escalated to bigger ones that hurt people. I know that I can't beat this on my own.
I want to change myself, and believe in what I say as truth againg, and not wonder if it is made up

My Name is Matt I am a liar. I lie to protect so I thought. I lie to big a big hero so I thought. i lie to be the big shot so i thought.... i have ruined every friendship every relationship. How do i stop? Do I just be honest? Yeah I wreckon that would work. It is New Years eve and I have ruined Our holiday. My fiancee' will not speak to me. let alone look at me I cannot go around because she wont have me around her or her kids. I do not blame her one bit. I deserve to be alone. I don not feel better about opening up because the hurt I laid on the table. But at least it was out and the bad seed i sewn will hopefully rot away and I get another chance to blossom a new seed. i am here for support and show support. I want to excepted for me and who I am not what others once beleived and found defferently. I know you guys relate to me.

my name is james. ive lost every person that meant the world to me. i need to change before its too late.