Lesbian Relationship Challenges Support Group
This community is for those who are in a gay marriage, and the unique challenges that may be had in a same-sex relationship. Find support and talk to others in a same-sex marriage, and get advice from the experiences of other members.

Honey.. it's called..."Grieving"
It's part of the learning process.
When a relationship ends, there's a reason and the reason become a life lesson. Life lessons make us better people, love ourselves more which assists us in selecting better partners.
I'm so sorry you hurt and that this nightmare is your reality, but I assure you honey muffin that you are a beautiful, amazing, intelligent soul who's growing and learning all sorts of cool things. Just give it time, be gentle with yourself and patient with the universal lessons.
Being alone really rocks..and it's nothing to be scared of.
Take care and find some joy during this season of light and peace.