i have been dating a woman for a couple of months. for the first time in my life i am the dominant one and it feels good. she is very kind and caring and there for me 24-7. its been rocky emotionally but it always is with for me. but i am stronger than have ever been still seeing councelor weekly. ive been lost because my boys moved away to college. she has her kids full time so little difficult seeing each other. i tend to go there alot weekends for she cant come to my place. im exhausted from working alot and being there alot. she is very intense and i dont get much sleep so im wiped out. last weekend i left her place because i had enough of her teenage daughters screaming and yelling at my gf telling her how horrible a person she is. on way home a car full of kids almost hit me and i lost it emotionally. for first time in my life i almost put my car in park and got out. they were only teenagers. that scared me badly. i lost control and i hated it so i have been very distant since then and not sure what to do. councelor says i know deep down what to do but it hurts bad. she is everything i thought ever wanted but cant do it. it hurts more that im hurting her.