From lack of sleep? After two weeks I went psycotic, and thought rats were in the walls. Once I went to er, got a shot of something and passed out, I slept a long time. The adarol helps with the pain because it has acitiminiphine in it, helps with the outburts of innaproapiate behavior. It helps with impulse control, and since I am AdHd all my life it has a sedating effect where in a non diagnosed patient the oppisote would be true.

While I am rambling allow me to touch briefly about what borderlines are. Ok. Personally I think its a load of bull. I mean ok so its disordered, how did it get diesordered in the first place, and how do you know I have that? I would say once I was almost given each diagnosis there is in the world, when I was in a mental ward.SHots of thorzine, I fought bigger girls who attacked me away from me, to go hide in their library. Where I would read for hours. Each book in there I read, to out survive. Each time I found a spot to lie under like a table, or desk, to just read, Someone would come in to wnat to fight and beat me up. I would always be ready with a long stitching board to hit them back with. I never let them beat me down. IT didn't bother me I was the only cocassion girl there. It bothered them. They beat me everyday forit. I was the only one. I lived and faught back to save my life. If I could do it at age seventeen sourounded by voilent human animals who are suffering as a result I promise, will not be forgotten. THis is what keeps me up at night. I remember the night they put me ina coma for aweek, and tore me apart, closing my eyes turning them black and blind in one eye for the rest of my life. I forgive them. Because if I don't I will be just as inhuman as they.