Not me...that really sucks!

L~

I definitely am. This whole wkd has been rough for me. My husband and I are separated and he told me he is working all wkd, and Sunday, his day with our children he will be late picking them up. All I keep thinking is he went away with the ow. It hurts, but I have to remember my romantic wkd will come. I know that when I find another partner our relationship will be so much more that what they have. Afterall, how would you feel if your "boyfriend" still had a wife? How does he feel knowing he has a wife and 2 children at home while he's being a selfish adulterer? I plan to make a special dinner for my girls tonight, and focus on my love for them.

I could let this day mark something bad for me, but my healing is going well and H and I are closer than we've been in years. As we're both unemployed we're not doing anything fancy, but I will still feel happy and proud that we're still here together after everything.

I look at it as a chance for us both to show some new love. It is interesting that I see no posts about V-Day on the cheaters anony site.

I found out via an email, that he sent me for Valentines Day. It said , "i'll be ..." and then nothing else and I found it very odd so I traced the email to the Ritz in Toronto. I called the hotel and got the room details (room for 2) from the clerk.

Let it be known that we tried to work things out, and this Valentines Day weekend was no different than the one I had last year. Only, I'm stronger this time, and I expected it.

Now, I'm taking my dogs to the beach for a run. I want them to feel freedom, and know that I love their furry little faces.