What do you do when you first decided to work it out and those first five days were great, we were like we were for years, the time frame was March 5-9 when he decided he wanted to work it out , things were great, he told me 'I want you, 'He was so enthusiastic and told me he loved me, if you told me prior to those 5 days that , that's where we would be weeks before that,I would of said you were crazier then I was, I thought it was over, Then Monday rolled around March 10, and he went back to work then it seemed like we were back at square one, no more enthusiasm, the attention and affections died down , I have to initate everything, sex, affection, we were suppose to start making plans to get out once a week, have not done that yet, like last night I said let's do down the road to the bar that is right down the road and shoot some pool, "I don't really want to " Then like this morning, I ask him if he's not interested in sex, "IM tired "Well it was around 5:30 ish am, but before all I had to do was touch him at any time or place and he was ready to go ,he keeps telling "You keep bringing up stuff everday" Im like No I am not , the only thing I have brought up is your lack of interest in me , I don't bring up the fact about his co worker or this woman he picked up from the bar, ,I told him I want to be close to you but "I don't know how to do that anymore, "It's like he is a complete stranger, he shut's down when I say things, or try to talk about things and trust me I have been way more lienent then I should be by not bringing shit up ,Ive done nothing but bend over backwards trying to make this work and get through this nightmare, seems to me like he would be kissing my a** after all it was him who made the decision to want to come back home and make it work, 'I want it to work this time. I didn't before but I now I do " he told his sister when he went to get his stuff I never asked him to move back in, he did it on his own free will, I feel like I am going f*#cking nut's anymore, I can't sleep, I can't eat, I have constant headache's I feel like I am being eaten alive from the inside out, I want to ask him so bad "Why did you come back and move back in, when I was finally finding some peace of mind, why ...?" I sometimes feel like I am stuck in groundhog day, the same day keeps repeating itself over and over, I told him I dont care about antying else , all I want to know is that he cares and loves me, the rest of the Bullshit I could care aless about unless it's still going on.