It has been 4 weeks since he has cheated on me. He has been showing up at my house and calling my work daily. He says what he did was a mistake and he loves me and only me. I want to believe him but she is still calling him wanting him back. He claims to have let her go and told her that he wanted to work things out with me. But she is persistent. I am affraid if I give in, she will talk him into being with her again. After 9 years, I don't want him gone, out of my life, but how can I ever trust him. He changed all his vm passwords and won't let me use his phone. What is he still hiding? Why does he feel the need to continue to hurt me? How can I get him to realize the pain he is putting me through. I am so lost... my chest hurts everyday, I cry for everything and now just feel like going to sleep to never wake... Help
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