I'm so sorry AF came. I feel that way every month when AF shows up. I wonder why everyone around me gets to have babies but I don't. Am I that horrible of a person that I don't deserve a baby too? AF is the worst time to find out that you're not pregnant. Not that there's a good time. I'm on CD 4 now so I'm at the point of being hopeful for this cycle. Praying that you get your BFP this cycle.

I know exactly how you feel. I don't think could handle another person that's close to me pregnant right now. It's so hard when you feel so unfortunate. I just want to let go so it won't matter anymore.

im so sorry it really sucks when af shows. I completely understand though, i live in a town of 2,000 people. Its very small and everyone knows everyone. Currently right now there are 45 pregnant women and that inludes 6 pregnant teenagers at the school I work at, heck two of them are in the 11th grade. WTH?

I know how you feel, because it's hard when no one thinks that feeling disappointed is o.k. But hang in there, you can get through this.

I am so sorry. You have every right to feel the way you do right now. This journey we are on is really hard at times. I pray that your journey leads you to your BFP soon. For now, try and take care of yourself and do something nice for you.

I am so sorry that AF showed herself. This is a very tough journey that we are on. I hope and pray that next month you will have a BFP.

I don't know if this helps, but...I was trying for many years to have a child (approx 10) and I just couldn't figure out "what was wrong with me". Well after many tests, told I would NEVER carry a pregnancy, etc and a lot of let downs, not to mention a lot of m/c's (11 to be exact), I discovered it was timing.

I had a lot going on in my life since 1997, mother died 3 days after Xmas in 2005, blah blah. You get the idea. Well, finally in Feb of 2006 I was finally relaxed, I let God in my heart and just gave up on trying to control everything, lo-and-behold...we were prego again. My numbers were high and kept getting higher. And now, I have a beautiful little boy that will be turning 2 next week.

Now, with that said...We have been trying again for the last year and once again I am beating myself up wondering what's wrong with me. I have decided to give my dreams back to God and leave it alone. I am hoping I won't get an AF in less than 2 weeks. (I am assume AF is period?)

I am sure I have just babbled, but the long of the short is, just relax to the best of your ability, leave things up to a Power greater than yourself and wait for your little miracle. I truly believe in my heart that all women that want to live out their days as mommy will...it is probably just in God's time.

I wish you many blessings and offer all of my support to you. Don't ever stop believing!!
Beth

I don't know if this helps, but...I was trying for many years to have a child (approx 10) and I just couldn't figure out "what was wrong with me". Well after many tests, told I would NEVER carry a pregnancy, etc and a lot of let downs, not to mention a lot of m/c's (11 to be exact), I discovered it was timing.

I had a lot going on in my life since 1997, mother died 3 days after Xmas in 2005, blah blah. You get the idea. Well, finally in Feb of 2006 I was finally relaxed, I let God in my heart and just gave up on trying to control everything, lo-and-behold...we were prego again. My numbers were high and kept getting higher. And now, I have a beautiful little boy that will be turning 2 next week.

Now, with that said...We have been trying again for the last year and once again I am beating myself up wondering what's wrong with me. I have decided to give my dreams back to God and leave it alone. I am hoping I won't get an AF in less than 2 weeks. (I am assume AF is period?)

I am sure I have just babbled, but the long of the short is, just relax to the best of your ability, leave things up to a Power greater than yourself and wait for your little miracle. I truly believe in my heart that all women that want to live out their days as mommy will...it is probably just in God's time.

I wish you many blessings and offer all of my support to you. Don't ever stop believing!!
Beth

It has nothing to do with being worthy or not. You are worthy of having a child(all of us are). It really sucks that so many people around you are pregnant. Just hang in there : )

I'm sorry! I hope things get better. I feel the same way. I hope it works out for you, all the others, and me too!

I am really sorry. I always feel like that when AF comes... Most of my friends have kids and it makes it really hard to see them and know what I am missing out on. know that we are here for you

Oh you should not feel bad you are green with envy. It happens to all of us. My DH aunt is pregnant and ecided to seat herself right next to me at a family party and proceed to talk about the baby (which is due in 2 weeks). It took everything in me to not grab her and scream "why me? why cant I have a baby inside of me too?". Just keep your chin up and know that you arent alone...Its ok to be envious I think.