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I'm just not feeling very happy today at all.
I had my doctor's appt. this morning for a follical study and was REALLY optimistic this time that I'd have fully mature ones. But the biggest one was was 14cm. So now he wants me to go back Monday for another u/s! I know I just started fertilty treatments, but I'm already "beat down" by it. Partially because of my age, and the frustration of the TIME this is taking not getting pregnant...and then because it costs so much money and I haven't even scratched the surface of what I'm going to be spending! It's just very depressing all around. I even consider getting a second job just to be "ahead" of things so I'm not stressed about money along with IF!
I'm just frustrated and feeling defeated! WHY...does this have to be MY life! I go home everyday and to be with my boyfriend and his kids, and help in taking care of them...and as much as I adore them and love to be a part of that...in the same sense I am saddened and depressed and in turn sensitive emotionally.
I just need to rant, I'm suppose to have a FUN weekend, yet, I'm in NO MOOD for it, and I don't want to feel this way. I really need to snap out of it, because it's no one else's fault that I'm in this situation, so why should it be taken out on anyone with my bad mood!
OK...so I hope everyone has a GREAT weekend and lot's of baby dust to all!!!
P.S. - thanks for listening :)
I had my doctor's appt. this morning for a follical study and was REALLY optimistic this time that I'd have fully mature ones. But the biggest one was was 14cm. So now he wants me to go back Monday for another u/s! I know I just started fertilty treatments, but I'm already "beat down" by it. Partially because of my age, and the frustration of the TIME this is taking not getting pregnant...and then because it costs so much money and I haven't even scratched the surface of what I'm going to be spending! It's just very depressing all around. I even consider getting a second job just to be "ahead" of things so I'm not stressed about money along with IF!
I'm just frustrated and feeling defeated! WHY...does this have to be MY life! I go home everyday and to be with my boyfriend and his kids, and help in taking care of them...and as much as I adore them and love to be a part of that...in the same sense I am saddened and depressed and in turn sensitive emotionally.
I just need to rant, I'm suppose to have a FUN weekend, yet, I'm in NO MOOD for it, and I don't want to feel this way. I really need to snap out of it, because it's no one else's fault that I'm in this situation, so why should it be taken out on anyone with my bad mood!
OK...so I hope everyone has a GREAT weekend and lot's of baby dust to all!!!
P.S. - thanks for listening :)
HUGS
Your feelings are completely normal.
We can try to hide our feelings, but they will still come out one way or another. It is good that you can talk with us about them so they come out the right way.