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bb1234
bb1234
Greetings Everybody

I am about say somethings that are ,out of context for me and does really represent where I should be but it has to be said.

I'm not feeling to good these days

1.My Monthly cycle didn't show up again

2.I am so scared that I could be pregnant and I just don't want to mess up.

3.Terrify that I have to go through a process and wish I could be pregnant and have a pregnancy longer than just a few months.

I have to very honest because being on Daily Strength...have made it...alot easier for me to express myself.

I secretly feel:

I have already been defeated and just don't know it yet. The more I try to succeed the more I find that it's getting hard for me to start over.

I 'm really living off ..God's good grace...because it's a mercy that I have lasted this long and I 'm truly blessed.

Things are not were I want them to be right now but a few things that I can count on

God Loves,My Honey Loves,Mom is truly remarkable and I love myself and helping people must be in my DNA.
cidekmat
cidekmat
just curious, did you do a pregnancy test? or have one by the doctor?
deleted_user
deleted_user
In a nutshell...you're afraid to POAS? It's amazing how intimdating that stupid piece of plastic can be. Sounds like you have a great support system. Pee on the stick and walk away. Let your honey read the results. If they're bad you at least won't have to look. I know it won't erase the pain but it's one less blow to your self esteem.

We've all had those moments of defeat. That's when you get on DS and scream HELP!

Best of luck!
deleted_user
deleted_user
Did you take a test??
bb1234
bb1234
Thanks ladies ,for your responses....I felt so nervous, about even writing this journal entry because I felt that no one would,understand.

I did ,have my honey read the results and it was negative .The next day is when my monthly cycle had arrive..

So I know,I'm not pregnant but I do know, that I still want to have a baby.
cidekmat
cidekmat
sorry to hear.... good luck next cycle and sticky baby dust to you
whimsicalfool
whimsicalfool
Thinking of you, honey! God clearly gave you a loving heart and lots to give to the world. Hang in there! The blessings will continue to come. Have faith.
deleted_user
deleted_user
bb1234,

I'm sorry that you didn't get your BFP!! I glad that you have a good support system!! I think that we all feel defeated at different points of our journey!! You are strong and will make it through......just as each of us will!! My prayers are with you right now!! I pray that God will continue to carry you during your weak times and walk beside you when you are strong enough to carry yourself!!
bb1234
bb1234
Thank you ladies for your responds,they mean ,more to me than you would ever know.

I 'm so glad that joined DS because ,it has made such a difference in my life and for the people around me.

Baby Dust to every person that has made it their business to share and talk about the most personal part of their lives on DS.