Usually I handle the 2ww so much better than this, but as time progresses it is sinking in more and more that this is it. If this didn't work my DH and I are done trying to get pregnant and moving on to adoption. We always had planned on adopting no matter what, but that was after we had children biologically. We will love our children no matter how they entered our lives, it's just a little sad to think about putting a close on this chapter of our lives. DH is convinced that this cycle worked. In fact he is more worried about it having worked too well and that we will have triplets. I don't know how I feel. There are new symptoms that I didn't have with all my BFNs but I know they still don't mean anything yet. My boobs are still tender (which by this time with the trigger out of my system they are usually fine again) and my left boob has a new vein in it. I am also more tired now, but that could also be just because I am stressing out so much that I am causing these things to happen. It just needs to be next Friday so I can know one way or another and start processing.