Sorry everyone, this is going to be a good old fashioned bitch/vent session. But if one more person tells me that "You just need to relax!" or "You just need to not think about it!" I might punch them in the face. Like right in the face. Because it's always ALWAYS someone who didn't have trouble conceiving who says that. If your experience was that you stopped using contraception and then one day noticed that your boobs were sore and thought "Oh my gosh maybe I should take a pregnancy test!" you need to not give me advice. Now having said that, of course I know that ideally we should be relaxed and calm. We are all striving to find a place of peace and acceptance with this process. Sometimes I get there. Some days not. Sometimes the meditation, yoga, therapy, support and love of friends and my husband isn't enough to stop the roller coaster of emotions and the hell of prescribed hormones. Sometimes i feel like shit and full of doubt and yeah- stressed and anxious. But i'm hanging in there the best I can. We all are right? So unless we ask you for advice: don't f*cking tell us to relax! Hopefully I don't get charged with assault. : )