You sound so down, I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better. Please just remember you are not alone. It might feel that way, but you are clearly not the only one or groups like this would not exist. A few years ago I actually went on a quest to find female friends and also couple friends for DH and I who I knew didnt want kids or would not be having kids. It was really good for me on many levels. IT was good to make some new friends; we all fall into a routine and patterns that are easy. Making new circles of friends is not simple. So it was really good for me to break out of my comfort zone and meet some new people. I found a book clue of really awesome ladies all a little older than me and most were out of their prime baby making years. Only 2 of them had kids and their children were already teenagers, so there was almost no baby talk. It was not a big group of women (only 6). But I really put in the effort to make them friends and now I am so attached to them and I do more with them then any other group of friends. They are my backbone! I was not as successful at finding couple friends who didnt have children. That was a lot harder, but we did find one couple who we are loss friend with now. I would seriously consider making some new friends it might be what you need to keep your mind off your baby making friends and give you something else to focus on for a while.

I absolutely feel your pain, Lina. And remember that there are thousands of women out there in the same situation as you, feeling just as alone and sad.

I think Bell has some awesome advice. There is nothing that takes your mind off this nonsense like liquor and non-baby people. I also joined a supper club of incredibly intelligent, career-oriented women-- who DO NOT talk about babies.
I relocated to another country for my husband and didn't know many people to start, but we have had 7--- seriously SEVEN---- pregnancy announcements in the last 6 weeks-- mostly from people trying for 1-2 months. We are now the only couple left! And these people constantly say things like "you are so lucky you can drink" or "why don't you guys have a baby- isn't it about time"..... I like to think they are clueless and not absolutely horrible humans, but who knows.

One thing that helps us, is every time we have another failure, we plan something fun. It is sad, but it does give me solace to have things in my life (mostly travel) that the baby people can't. We have been all over the place, and I know someday when I'm old and have had kids, I will be so glad we did that. So splurge on something.. just because you can.

And on a more bitter note, my acupuncturist, who is great, gave me permission to get angry, jealous, and bitter---- once a month, on Day 1... just let yourself feel as pissed off as you want. Then move on to the next.

And don't feel like a freak- we've all got something keeping us from joining the Baby Brigade (although we won't suck so much when we do!)

Best of luck to you! If you need to vent, go right on ahead!!!