I really know that it is hard to keep the faith, but then I wonder, how do we make it from day to day? The answer GOD. I know how it is to want to give up. I was always having negative thoughts about having a baby, thinking I would never be able to, until I watched a movie the other night called "Facing The Giants" I'm telling you that is a must see movie. On the movie the woman and her husband have been trying to have a baby for years. Their car would hardly run, and everything was going against them. Until they realized that everything that went wrong was because they would give up on God. The woman prayed one day before the nurse came in to tell her if she was pregnant or not. The nurse told her that the test came back negative, that she wasn't pregnant. The woman was in tears, but told God that she would love him anyway, and that she would still trust him. Before the woman could get out of the parking lot the nurse saw that she had the tests mixed up, and the woman WAS pregnant. That just goes to show you that when we she or hear that negative sign we tend to loose faith. It's hard but what we have to do is still have faith that it will happen and not loose that hope. I hope this helps.

My DH and I have been ttc for 18mos now. I finally had to get on antideppressants to stop crying constantly. I try to remember that God has a plan for me, and try to accept that that plan may be for us to parent an adopted child. I hope that I will have a baby, but it is out of my hands.