So the doctor or nurse finally called...at like 8:30 p.m. - to instruct me how to give myself the trigger shot. Which NOW has to be on my right side because the large follie on my left went from 17 mm to 15 mm...I may or may not have ovulated and that's why it went down. On my right side I had a bunch of larger follies, but the largest was just over 18 mm...but still he recommends me triggering.

What's upsetting is that he doesn't recommend doing IUI with this cycle (which I already had decided not to anyway) because my numbers weren't as high as last month! So that's what is aggravatting...I'm up from 100 mgs to 150 mgs. of Clomid this month and I thought for sure my follies would be bigger and better this month seeing as the increase in dosage!

I just feel like this is never going to happen and I'm really saddened by it. I NEED to have a baby soon...I can't be much older then I already am, because it is tiring going through all of this plus have step kids at home that I have to try to be happy around even though I feel sad. I want my own baby :(

I'm going away this weekend to our favorite casino resort with family, but we're staying overnight and I'm excited, but feel depressed now! Maybe the good time will do me some good!

Thanks for listening! I really hope everyone else has better news then I do.

Going to bed now!