I don't even know if I'm going to be able to do this again in 3 months if this is the case! I am running out of time my biological clock is louder then ever and this is just too much!

I seriously don't know how you wonderful WOMEN have dealt with miscarriages and are so strong afterwards! I give you so much credit and admire that so much about every one of you!!!!

Aw sweetie I am so sorry. I hate that this happened to you. Do take care of yourself though. Cry it out girl and baby yourselg ALOT! your going to get your little angel God has not forgotten you. Just make sure that you take care of you first and foremost!

i am so sorry you are going through this, this is horrible. whenever i log on and see your pic i think, what a glowing beautiful woman.... i hope you get the treatment you need, will they do an u/s, i have seen dep. on were the embie attached some people can carry to t erm...

i would have so major questions for the hosp. that did you d and c with out and u.s follow up or beta.... when this happened to me, my doc. did an us/ just to make sure befor......

there is no answer to why me..... i am so sorr

Don't fear the worst just yet. Your body is more resilient than you think and YOU are far stronger than your realize. It's completely understandable to feel the way you do right now, but your body will heal as will your heart and then one day you'll look back and see just how strong YOU ARE TOO! I'm so sorry this is so painful and difficult for you. I truly hope you can have a speedy resolution and a quick recovery.

I am so sorry. Try not to get into the "what ifs" (even though I know how hard it is). See what they come back and say. I pray it is not, but if it is then I pray it is taken care of and your tubes are undamaged by it. You are in my thoughts and prayers!

I thought like you about miscarriages and stillbirth and a lot of other scary things (tubals included) when I started TTC. I thought I'd just die if it happened to me. Well, I didn't and although my 3 m/c's were devastating emotionally they thought me something. I could go through them and survive and recover and find my strength to try again. You will too. It isn't a matter of bravery, really. I was as weak as the weakest women in the world when I first started bleeding, and desperate, and cried all day, and was scared of D&C. It's a matter of survival. You go through bad times and you want to survive and you find your inner strength, sometimes while lying at the bottom of a dark, deep hole. And believe me the inner strength you find will be so useful to you in the rest of the IF battle (which I really hope will be short for you). I've come full circle from "I cannot do this" to "I can do whatever it takes and with a smile". You will get your courage back. But for now allow yourself to feel scared and lonely and hurt, live those emotions and they will pass. Good luck, honey, I hope you get some good news from those HCG results.

Maybe it is good that you have to work - distraction...

This completely sucks but you are a very strong person and you will survive this and I reckon come back even stronger! Think of how healthy you can get in three months - you can make the perfect, welcoming environment for your baby. I am thinking of you tons and am sorry you have to go through this.

i had an ectopic pregnancy also and i took 2 shots of methrotrexate. it didnt hurt and it was out of my system in like 3 weeks. My RE did not tell me i had to wait 3 months though.. told me as soon as i got my period we could start again.... cheer up sunshine

I am so sorry that you are going through this. Like others have said you are much stronger than you can even imagine. I had a m/c and it was awful---I never wanted to get pregnant again---I just couldn't go through it ever again but after a month or so I decided to try again, I got pregnant quickly and of course I feared the worst--a m/c I thought I could not live through another one---well I didn't have a m/c instead my son Gavin was stillborn. I thought I would just die. It was horrible but here I am 8 months later and 6 months pregnant. I am not saying it is easy but I am saying that you will get through this. With love and support (which obviously you have a lot of) each day will get a little easier. Please know that you will be in my thoughts and I hope and pray that you will be over this quickly.

Oh hunny, I am so sorry you are going through this. You poor thing. I would love to just give you a big squeeze right now and tell you everything will be ok. Please keep your wonderful disposition as it is. You are just as strong (if not stronger) than alot of women I know. You will get through this. Luv to you hunny. Im here if you need me.