Yes. I keep joking that I am the grinch, because the grinch didn't hate Christmas, he hated people lol. But joking aside, I am with you. It just isn't exciting, fun or easy when you're struggling with infertility or loss during Holiday times and having to see all the announcements or family stuff constantly, comments, etc. I almost feel like I have to turn my brain off to having a feeling towards seeing it all. Sometimes i'm ok, but other times I never know what's going to get me really down. I hope you can find some good things that will provide you a little comfort. I have muted multiple people on social media and it's been a great decision!!

Yes .I was alone this Christmas and decided to go out New Year's Eve.
I watched Christmas movies and avoided movies, with families that had children in it.
I could not take the humiliation.36 years old ,married and no children .My husband was away for both holidays. He promised, it would be my last Christmas alone.