ok so not really sure to post anymore, but i feel connected to you ladies so as long as i don't get any complaints i'll be posting here. we are still on the adoption road. all of our paperwork is filled out and we're mailing it in tomorrow. which means our home study will start in the next few weeks! also we close on our refi of the house wednesday. we'll get our final number....we're hoping that it is high enough to 100% cover the cost of the adoption, but we should be getting a BIG tax return this year so it won't be too bad. we got our nursery completely put together because we are on the list for something called "baby born" and once our home study is finished we could get a phone call at 1am that says get on a plane we have a baby for you! we have to be ready. so if all the IF treatments had worked we would have been due with a baby sometime in the summer...we could have a baby as early as january or february!!!!! so getting nervous, getting excited, getting scared, all of the above. oh and on a final note ALL of my christmas shopping is done and WRAPPED!!!!! Happy Thanksgiving everyone and thanks for letting me rant a bit!!!