It is so frustrating when everything should work and it doesn't! I am so sorry you are having to wait for AF after another negative test. I was just there a few days ago, and I remember how bad I felt. It's not fair. Feeling sad is completely normal. I don't know how, but each month hope comes back and the sadness goes away. Wishing you the best!

So sorry to hear about your BFN. It is very frustrating and I know I always feel sad the first couple of days and lose hope all over again. But like Sharyn said, somehow we all get back on that proverbial horse, find hope and keep trying because that is all we can do. Just remember to take time out for yourself, go for a walk, watch a good funny movie, take a bubble bath, whether works for you. Hope you are feeling a bit better today.

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Dear Texas279,

You have come such a long way with our fertility treatment. Your commitment to starting a family is powerful and inspiring. You've got this girl!

The sadness, tiredness, and frustration you're experiencing is normal. You are not alone - hang in there dear! Like africandaises suggested, try doing something for YOU, something that makes you smile. Whether this includes a mani/pedi with bright summer colors- at the spa or at home! - , connecting with a girlfriend, or watching the sunset, do something for you.

Hope you're feeling better today. :)

Sending support from San Francisco,

Carlie

I totally understand and I am sending hugs your way!! AF is so annoying sometimes and I have started to dislike hpt tests because they aren't very nice!! and they never give me the news I want to hear. Also, I've decided not to buy them anymore. When I get pregnant, I am going to wait for either all the symptoms to show and have the doctor tell me or just wait to see if my belly grows. In the meantime, don't let the disappoint discourage you, write in your journal and let all those feelings out, cry it out, it's healthy to get it all out of your system. Than look in the mirror and say to yourself " I will get pregnant when the time is right", I am successfull, I am healthy and I welcome this baby, I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. Keep saying it because every thought is an affirmation and you want to have positive thoughts, we can't afford to have the negative ones wear us down!!

I will pray for you today and that God sends an extra load of strength to you today!!

Thank you all for the support and words of encouragement. AF showed up last night, I talked to the doctor and suggested that me and DH take a break this month and calm everything down. It has been a really hard month for us both. My mother-in-law was diagnosed with breast cancer and that caused a lot of stress for the both of us. So I'm going to take it easy this month and not worry about it and put my calendar up and stop tracking and driving myself crazy with it! I know we are planning a trip to visit his mother but I requested at least two days of me and DH on a beach somewhere. Thanks again and wish everyone to get there BFP one day soon!