HE is there I promise, HE just sometimes has a winding path for you to follow for reasons only HE knows.When you finally navigate this path and have your child in sight I promise it will all be worth it.HE loves you and we love you and you will have a child someday. As I always said Family by whatever means necessary.Keep your heart open to HIS love and whatever treatment options you can get your hands on. I never dreamed that at the beginning of this journey I would be carrying a child with absolutely no genetic connection to DH or I but I believe that HE ment for us to save this embryo from indefinate freezing or destruction by research.

I am sorry that your heart is breaking.
God is there... it is just that sometimes he has to tell us no until the time is right. He wants us to know his love and gives us what we need not what we want. When the time is right you will be blessed and when that happens you will NEVER think to yourself ... oh this is a terrible time, or I wish I could have gotten this or that done first. You will welcome your baby or babies with open arms and a heart so full of love that you will think it could bust. God love is always there. You and DH are his children and he wants what is best for you. You will be a mom I have faith!!

I'm sorry you are going through this! I am right where you are right now. One of the girls I work with recently had an abortion and I just had my 2nd FAILED IUI! I am a very strong believer in God. My DH is a preacher for crying out loud! And I am experiencing this very same thing! I don't have any encouraging words for you right now because I am feeling the same way you are but I wanted you to know that you aren't alone and I have had many people tell me that these feelings are normal. Guess we just have to hang in there. :-)

Like Amber, I don't really have encouraging words for this question but wanted you to know you are not alone in your thoughts. I used to consider myself strong in faith but recently I find myself always asking this question. I just found out that I'm having another chemical pregnancy. It's days like this when it feels like God never hears my prayers.

I wish I had an answer to that question too. But as others said, God's path for us may not be the same as we want for ourselves. I have been praying a lot lately for me to find peace with what He has planned for me. I hope all of us become parents the way we want, but if that is not the plan for us then I at least pray we can all find some peace with the way our journey unfolds. I am sorry you are hurting so much. This is really a hard road to travel. I've had many friends get pregnant who did not want children either. I don't get it.