Yesterday I was so full of peace, the night before I prayed that God give me peace in my mind, body, and soul. I was starting to lose it during my 2WW. Well, today my 2WW ended. I took my BETA at about 8 this morning. My RE's rude nurse called me with the results at about 1:45 this afternoon. My BETA was 0. I haven't cried yet, I guess I'm in shock. Well, maybe not shock because I kind of expected this since it didn't work last time. I don't know where to go from here. I just don't know what to do. I'M LOST. I want to thank you all for the support and kindness you all have shown me and I wish you all the best of luck and BFP's on your IF journey. Thanks again and pray for me, please.
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