Infertility Support Group
In vitro fertilization is one of the most common and utilized ways of treating conception problems. This support group is dedicated to those beginning their journey with IVF and needing support. Join the community and share your experiences, advice, and story with people going through similar challenges starting a family.
I really don't know how much more of this I can take, really I don't!
So I took a test last night, yeah I know early - and it was a dollar tree cheapy test, and it was a BFN like I suspected. But didn't read too much into it just yet, because it was early and a cheap test. This this a.m. I had some slight spots when I went the bathroom, so I'm sure AF is coming! I just can't handle this anymore it doesn't get any easier the longer you do treatments - it only get's harder and more devestating to think of the possibility of not having a child EVER!
I know, I'm not the only one who goes through infertility and this awful struggle we have with our bodies and minds. I wish you all peace in this journey really I do. I wish I could find some myself, but I don't see that happening anytime soon.
And to top it off I'm upset because of something my fiance's Ex said last night via text messaging. I shouldn't let it bother me, but I do and I don't know how to let it go and not think about it. A friend told me that I have too much stress with this stuff - and that it maybe the reason I'm not getting pregnant. Which is a strong possibility - but I don't know how to not let it bother me!
OK back to work - oh and to top things off I'm coming down with a cold! GREATTTTTT!
So I took a test last night, yeah I know early - and it was a dollar tree cheapy test, and it was a BFN like I suspected. But didn't read too much into it just yet, because it was early and a cheap test. This this a.m. I had some slight spots when I went the bathroom, so I'm sure AF is coming! I just can't handle this anymore it doesn't get any easier the longer you do treatments - it only get's harder and more devestating to think of the possibility of not having a child EVER!
I know, I'm not the only one who goes through infertility and this awful struggle we have with our bodies and minds. I wish you all peace in this journey really I do. I wish I could find some myself, but I don't see that happening anytime soon.
And to top it off I'm upset because of something my fiance's Ex said last night via text messaging. I shouldn't let it bother me, but I do and I don't know how to let it go and not think about it. A friend told me that I have too much stress with this stuff - and that it maybe the reason I'm not getting pregnant. Which is a strong possibility - but I don't know how to not let it bother me!
OK back to work - oh and to top things off I'm coming down with a cold! GREATTTTTT!
MomHopes
I am so sorry you are going through this. I know exactly how you feel. Each failed cycle gets harder and harder. There is still hope though. It's still early and it could be implantation bleeding.
deleted_user
Sorry you are feeling so bad. I've been there beleive me. Last time I got the "no you didn't ovulate this time" I gathered up all of my books, and research, test kits, etc. and put 'em in a box in the attic. I didn't want to look at them. And I took a 2 month break. But I'm not stupid, I know that if I get a disappointment again, I will go through all the same emotions over again. Deciding to "stop" is a very tough call.
deleted_user
I am so sorry. I know exactly how you are feeling and felt that way too over the years. It is so hard and seems to get harder each day, not easier. I pray you find some peace with all of this. {{{HUG}}}
JudylynS
Been in your shoes too. I am sorry you are having a rough time. I hope you know that you are not alone and you are doing the right thing by posting your frustrations - it's good to get all the crappy feelings out! I hope you feel better!
deleted_user
This journey is a difficult one with a lot of pain and tears along the way. It is why this site and all the women here are such a godsend. It seems like no one else understands the mental and physical abuse of dealing with infertility. I feel your pain and frustration. Don't lose faith and hope. Sounds like you may need a little break to relax and focus. If we don't take chances in life to achieve our dreams we haven't really lived. I hope you are feeling better soon. XO :)
duane
Infertility is hard...each month there is hope and you have to believe that your month is coming. Hey a friend of mine just gave birth to her second child at 41 years old. A peer at work had her first child at 42 (perfectly healthy child). So please do not give up. Sometimes the drugs can increase our senstivity to situations. I agree with MomHopes, implantation could cause bleeding.
deleted_user
its hard, i know. im right there with you. take a vacation... from everything, set small goals, and count your blessings.
deleted_user
I hate that we have to go through such an ordeal to bare a child, but I agree with KandJ, this IF is hard, her advice is perfect.
deleted_user
I am so sorry! :( I have been rooting for you so hard and I know how difficult that this must be. Big Hugs to you!!
deleted_user
I am so sorry that you are feeling this way again. Don't give up. If this is what you want... don't give up. I know that this is not easy. Think how much more it will mean when it happens because you wanted it... it was not an accident it was planned.
deleted_user
Don't give up! It does happen. Believe me, I've seen miracles on this board and I pray one happens for us all.
deleted_user
I am so sorry.
deleted_user
I am so sorry I wish I could take your pain away. The worst feeling is the pain. I read all of your guys posts and even though I just got my beautiful baby , I cry for the pain you feel. I would never wish the pain on anyone.
Join the Conversation