Incest Survivors Support Group
Incest refers to any sexual activity between closely related persons that is illegal or socially taboo. Consensual adult incest is very rare. Incest between adults and prepubescent or adolescent children is a form of child sexual abuse that has been shown to be one of the most extreme forms of childhood trauma. If you or a loved one is a survivor of incest, join the group...
You're not going to die. If there is a problem with your meds you're going to see a doctor, explain the situation to him/her. Ask if there's a refuge you can go to. You're seeing a therapist aren't you? You need to talk this over with them.
Have courage. Draw, paint, create all these feelings so that you can think straight and plan.