Uuugghh as I sit here trying to act normal, I've convinced myself that I have some type of upper respiratory infection and that I'm slowly bleeding on the inside, which will later kill me. Ok, as I am writing I'm starting to realize how ridiculous I sound. It is the winter. I should just drink some tea to get get rid of this sore throat and I should be ok. I think...I hope...for a little while.
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Has anyone ever felt this? Please tell me yes! I’ve had it for years but now I am focused on it and I feel it so much like I can feel my heart beat all over my body and even in my neck and head like my head moves with my pulse. Today I’m home alone my kids aren’t home and my husband is at work and I’m freaking out.
First off I want to say how happy I am to have found this page. I don’t know anyone else in real life that deals with this and I feel like a burden to anyone that I discuss it with. I started crying when I read your posts because it is so relieving to know that even though I feel insane, I am most likely not, and I am certainly not alone. I went through a phase 3 years ago where I thought I was...