Hypochondria Support Group
Hypochondria refers to excessive worry about having a serious illness. Hypochondria is often characterized by fears that minor bodily symptoms may indicate a serious illness, constant self-examination and self-diagnosis, and a preoccupation with one's body. Many individuals with hypochondriasis express doubt and disbelief in the doctors' diagnosis.
You are not alone. I have a feeling we could finish each others sentences.
For the burning thing... Well, I just then used my willpower to focus on my abdomen as I read that sentence, and... Boom. I have it now too. Thanks a lot (I'm just kidding). Your mind can play very convincing tricks on you. I have had too many experiences that I don't really trust it anymore. If I can have this burning sensation as I sit here typing this because my mind told Mr I have that, it is very possible your symptom isn't as serious as you think it is. Good luck to you!
Goodness even if a doctor does a heart holter test, an EKG and an echo, I still think I'm about to have a heart attack because I feel a twinge in my left shoulder and my pulse may be 55 or 95 according to my CELL PHONE CAMERA. As if that thing is accurate? My brain knows it's irrational, I know it knows. But it doesn't believe it.
Never ending cycle. If I could invent an off button for the health anxiety brain - I'd be very very rich. Or ... not, because I'd give that thing away free to rid us all of this madness.
My secret weapon now is slime videos. Whenever I feel like "just making sure I do not have anything serious" I watch a slime video instead. There are plenty on the internet, they have some weird mesmerising effect on most people (me included), they soothing and distracting. I normally feel guilty spending time on watching such silly things, but hey, it's a million times better than reading about advanced stages of some cancer-of-the-week. And, honestly, you can hardly spend more than 5-10 minutes watching them at a time, which is much, much less than I would spend on WebMd.
If you hate slime, it may be cute chicken, puppies, kittens videos, ASMR or sand-cutting videos for you - anything that brings good kind of sensory response from you. It is important to be consistent: googling itch? slime video! Works like chewing gum for those who are quitting smoking, or touching a lucky charm when you are nervous.
It did not magically make health anxiety go away, but to me it was a great remedy for obsessive googling.
Good luck with your anxiety and stay healthy!
I hope you feel better soon.