Hydrocephalus Support Group
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I am pissed off. I am taking a boxing class at the gym tomorrow because I need to find an outlet for my anger and I would love to hit a punching bag. I have had hydro. since birth. I have had 13 brain surgeries over the course of my life. The most recent was almost three years ago. Two months ago I was mis-diagnosed with an ovarian cyst. During surgery it was discovered that I have a sack surrounding my shunt instead. The fluid was drained. The fluid reappeared within a month of surgery. I am having an aspiration in three days to determine if there is an infection. I am scared and pissed off that I need to have the needle aspiration. I hate needles, and I am afraid of the pain.
I am so angry I want to scream and cry. Why me, why now?? I want to focus on my first Christmas with my boyfriend, but all I can think about is the upcoming surgery and my anger. I am finding myself being rude to people for no reason, except for the fact they do not understand the misery I am feeling.
Is this normal?? What can I do to handle my emotion?? I am not in a ton of pain and I know I will be ok in the end, but I am stressed and angry about the situation.
I am so angry I want to scream and cry. Why me, why now?? I want to focus on my first Christmas with my boyfriend, but all I can think about is the upcoming surgery and my anger. I am finding myself being rude to people for no reason, except for the fact they do not understand the misery I am feeling.
Is this normal?? What can I do to handle my emotion?? I am not in a ton of pain and I know I will be ok in the end, but I am stressed and angry about the situation.
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It's normal to be angry. Two years ago I spent Christmas in bed after another revision. It's frustrating. I'm in Army JROTC at my high school and I wanna join their raiders club on the side, to do army-style workouts twice a week and I also want a gym membership. Exercise really takes anger away.
deleted_user
I haven't had this condition my whole life so i dont know exactly what you are going through but i have been dealing with this crap since i was 13 and have had around 50 surgeries, so I do know what your going through when it comes to not wanting to be cut open. The best way i delt with my anger was being with the person who could make me laugh the night before and forget all about the surgery.
naturesblend
I too dread the concept of having another surgery sometime down the line. also, when one malfunctions it can cause irritation and rage issues. i was pretty pissed off prior to my surgeries due to the malfunction. i dont mean pissed off about having an upcoming surgery... i mean literally pissed off and moody because its a side effect of hydrocephalus when things arent working right.
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