Hidradenitis Suppurativa Support Group
Hidradenitis suppurativa (hi-drad-uh-NIE-tis sup-yoo-ruh-TIE-vuh) is rare, long-term skin condition that features small, painful lumps under the skin. The disease manifests as clusters of chronic abscesses or boils, sometimes as large as baseballs, that are extremely painful to the touch and may persist for years with occasional to frequent periods of inflammation,...
Once it was all cleaned up I went ahead and left and cleaned the snow off my car. My mom called right as I got in the car and I broke down crying to her about the illness. I was fed up and totally in despair.
My coworker was shocked as I was giving her a ride home. I had had like 10 months of sobriety from AA until that night. I knew the girl smoked and I asked if I could smoke with her at her place before I went home. I did and it really calmed me down out of the anxiety, frustration, and despair. It was like cleaning up a gunshot wound it was horrible.
I went home and soaked in a bath of baking soda with peroxide in the water and just relaxed. Then it was like it had never happened. It stopped bleeding and that was that.
So hang in there......its happened to me before and I was alright.....it just sucks
Love,
Dus