I have been there but in a different place now. Tx blows. I can't stand it either. Symptoms are better than I could've hoped for honestly on 12 wk SOC tx of 32 weeks planned. My situation unfolded in a sucky way. Sorry urs blew from the gecko Bagel with all sincerity.

But this whole disease blows.

Let's unite and Organize a 'Hey World This Disease Blows" yearly parade only it should be done daily for a year cuz this disease blows.

Well I have never been on treatment......but Man can I relate to this............

"I use to be a person, a real person that did fun stuff even! I did! Now I'm a part of the furniture. I'm bored with me! "

This seems to describe ME to a TEE!!!!!!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG......there are TWO of us like this!!!!!!!!!

I think I am a Coffee Table this morning.........or maybe just an "END" table.....................what are you???

Hope you feel better when this is all over:):)

never enjoyed tx. but loving post tx. and svr...praise the lord....

Tx sucks but you're doing great! Keep up the fight and before you know it it will be over. If you need encouragement read the story about my recovery after tx, I just posted it. The prize is worth it so hang in there. No one enjoys treatment, but some despise it more than others. Good luck Bago you're doing great !! 8)

Jester

Bago, I felt like that too, but luckily only the first couple of months. Maybe 3, but I still had decent days in between. The worst was when I was so anemic I could barely move. Only for a few weeks, and I needed help w/grocery shopping & dragging laundry down the stairs to car, to laundry mat, etc. my friends & my son helped me then. I'm on week 28 and other than some weakness & other assorted small things, I feel pretty good.
The worst should be over soon. Hang in there. Of course this is just my experience. It still sucks, but not as bad as the 1st 3 mos.

I just think of myself as the couch, actually. I've become one with the recliner end. :-)

It does suck....has better weeks than others, better days than others. The mental end of it has alot to do with it too. Watch for the depression part and try to stay ahead of it. You are couped up in a bago......please get out each day, smell the air, touch a leaf....enjoy some little thing to remind you of real life. Hugs, baby.

Yes, definately get yourself outside when you can. Even if it's just ten min. That always lifts my spirits.

Ms. Muse, I see we are both one with our mileau. Aint tx grand? I cannot wait to have a life again! It takes too much energy to even do Ds right now.

hey... im a recliner now! lol.....
Gotta has a point. Get outside and get in touch with nature. I know its hard. The only time i go outside is to smoke now. But yesterday, my body was so restless and I'm so bored with me, I decided to walk in the grass bear footed, and my 1ST thought was........... oh wow, feel the grass under my bear feet! It felt different somehow, kinda like i just take grass for granted as grass on the ground, but there was a sensation ive not felt before just by walkin in the grass bear foot.

Great to hear from you bago!

I agree with everyone about getting out. Even if it's only for 10 minutes.

My tx has changed somewhat as I am speeding like crazy, but am still anemic and can't do much without huffing and puffing. I'm trying to find something to like about this part of tx. There has got to be something redeeming about this part, or there wouldn't be any meth heads. I just have to find what it is.

(((((((((((((((BIG HUGS))))))))))
I'm really proud of you!
Love,
Kelly