@plsfreeme I'm the same way as you. I can't do it. To tell you the truth I'm pretty exhausted and fed up with the whole thing.

Everything in life can be exhausting. You can be fed up with your neighbor playing loud music..etc. By giving up you basically giving the disease a win to take over your life and destroy you which will kill you down the road. It's a everyday fight you must take, just like riding a bicycle. You fall down, you get right back on it and keep on going. You stay positive and your body will know that you want to live. You stay negative and your body will shut down eventually. I know the feeling that we all go through. I myself have been fighting for over 15+ yrs now. And I'm still ticking till this day and I'm in a suppress stage now, but before that my virus was active...

Neko, many many thanks, your word and your reply has alwz boosted positive aptitude to people like me, plz keep it up.
Thanks

i'm sad again this past days despite doing my best to stay positive and happy. i started crying again, i hope i will be contented and truly happy inside and live my life totally free from sadness. i really don't understand why i am one of the victim of this virus, i live healthy so why me and why we can't be free from this virus....

Plsfreeme, You always want to look forward toward the future and not look back at your past. You always want to keep your head up high and not down low. We are all here for a reason, but we don't know why. Maybe we are here to help one another. You never want to think about the past negative. Even though we have this virus/disease, we must keep moving forward. Again like I said in my other post, don't think negative. It's a everyday fight, but once you get the hang of it you really don't notice. Stay positive and smile =)

i am doing my best to move forward but sometimes i get weak.
thanks for your words nekko...

i feel down for a couple of days, i was so sad, i cry everytime i get home from work. now i feel better, still cry last night but feeling better...

Hope all the American posters had a good Thanksgiving. I'm thankful I still have my health. Hoping for a good Christmas!

happy holiday everyone...

Hi everyone I have had a rollacoaster of an emotional journey. My occupation I did previous seemed to be a far cry of what I can do now (personal trainer) the thought of trying to motivate people horrified me when I couldn't motivate myself.
Ok my status is active and my GP doesn't seem go understand what that means. (Not very helpful if I'm honest)
had an ultrasound seems everything looks fine,

I've studied health for the past 12years this is a healing journey thats all. I don't care what the medical profession say I will hear there opinion but I certainly won't blindly follow their advice they arrogantly presume there research is the be all and end all of all treatments. They make it sound as though you are doomed.

Then as if a bolt of lightening hit me why should I feel negative?

There is a cure. Please my fellow friends look on youtube for a guy called Ben Gold Acre look up the part about scientific research and listening to someone like that helps. I refuse to accept anything less . Michael Jordan was once asked what him arguably the most successful athlete ever. His answer "When I wake up in the morning II demand more of myself than anybody else could." Even in his book Michael to the Max he says before a game he has gone over that game thousands of times in his mind. Does he win?? Usually yes!
I'm not just talking about positive or wishful thinking.
The brain is the battery pack for the whole entire body.
If we cut our self the natural thing is for cut to scab and heal that is when our cells communicate with each other and we heal why not involve the conscious mind?
If what you feed your body with has a chemical reaction on your body can the same not be said for the mind?
I believe the body is an intelligent system & it will levitate to natural state given the chance.
I have started to do my own body communication now going into meditation (by just closing my eyes) Sending the intention to my heart sending the message to my immune system to start producing antibodys and protect to the whole system but in particular the liver.

I've embarkedcon colonic irrigation to this has an indirect affect on the liver because if constipation is part of hep b do you the gases from fecal mass help the situation?

Also when I bathe I use bicarbonate soda to neutralize the water and I use pure lemon (great for the liver).

You might ask why use that in the bath ? I believe your skin is your largest organ it absorbs things. If you can't put something in your body definitely don't put it on your body;

I'm having to use potent form of vit B Milk thistle Vitamin C ascorbate with magnesium.
Seen a naturopath they agreed with my course of action maybe did not share my enthusiasm about a cure. But she was telling me about introvenus milkt thistle and oxygen treatment. (very difficult for disease to live in an oxygenated state.

My heart felt message to you is Keep yourself motivated by feeding your mind with the right info, Put the right actions in motion and don't settle ignorant negative feedback you are amazing and you are filled with infinite possibilities its just a question of reaching/recognizing that is the case. Sorry for such a long post but I feel I would being selfish I did not express this to Much Love Happy Boy

Notice I made a few spelling mistakes not saying the guy on youtubehas the cure but he is interesting.
Nor am I saying I posses the cure yet but I believe there is one out there plus bear in mind yourv body always wants to heal itself :)