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I've been waking up thinking about it

guitarman79
guitarman79

I keep on thinking about her........


So when I was younger, I met a family that lived accross the street (this Young girl and her mother (The girl was 4 and I was 11) AND i Babysat for the family.  As the girl0 got older,  I guess she got interested in sex,  Anyway,  She used to take me up to her room to see her pet's (by that time she was like 17  and I was 23)  She shut the door behind us I saw her pet's,  And she's like "What do U wanna do now?"


I said nothing,  I should heve Said   I WANNA DO YOU


I Wanted to,  But, I was a trusted friend of the family


I think about it all these Year's later.  But,  Now,  She's married, And has two kid's



I have just always been so self-concious, and scared to even try it.  To even get naked in front of a girl.........I meant I wanna try it, But, don't know how,   ya know what I mean?

Olivia.works
Olivia.works
You had your opportunity and I promise you that you're not the only guy who failed to take that chance. I was that teenage girl once and I would give hints to the boys but I would never actually say or do anything, I would always hope that they would do something in return that way I didn't feel like I was the one pushing them. I can remember two occasions back in the day where I tried to get a boy to do something with me, both of those times were in my bedroom and yes both of those times with the door closed, and yet nothing happened. You're not alone!
guitarman79
guitarman79
I just didn't want the girl to think I was taking advantage of her. But, I also think she wanted it to.........Guess I'll never know. It feels awkward now, Because we never talk anymore, She used to work a restaurant, I ate there sometimes, And, She said hi to me, I never said anything, A few Years ago I saw her out with her and some of her friend's , Again, she said hi I never said anything, Just feels like I'm pushing away My best friend.
Lifereallysucks
Lifereallysucks
Can't let it haunt you forever.
guitarman79
guitarman79
Your right I can't, Just don't know what to do.......Never been good at opening up to people, That always feels awkward
Barry
Barry
Best to forget the incident and your relationship. Just get on with your life.
Aggrawal_VIII
Aggrawal_VIII
Acted opportunities can have consequences worse than the regret of not acting on them. Socialize and move forward. Socialize.
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