Listening to dubstep on Pandora. For those unaware, dubstep is a genre of music, similar to drum n bass and electronic music. And I'm drinking my daily mountain dew dark berry. 1 more left in the fridge then I need to get more dew. And talking to a friend of mine on facebook.

I just died in your arms tonight!

I got some smartass on a facebook status saying to go out and buy a computer after I said I need one. WELL! If I could get a computer capable of running World of Warcraft at decent settings and rdner video, run a Skype recorder and a screen recorder with no lag for $100 I'd be all over it, but the fact of the matter is my $100 I get for spending each month I have to pay for Netflix which is $8, then I have had to get my bf's server/faction change this month which was $55 then I needed headphones which mine broke not long after having them so I had to buy another pair. Then this coming month I'm having to get an external hard drive. So does it look like I'm capable of forking out over $1000 for a computer that does what I NEED it to? NO.

I just wish people would think before they speak.

IF Nate does get his own place in Texas before moving to Maryland, I'ma try saving for a bus or plane ticket and visit him for about a week. I just need to see him and be held by him. I'm about desperate at this point. Would do it now, but he has a roommate. IF he can eventually afford his own place then great I will go see him, that is if my uncle is okay with it. IF I have to have his girlfriend go with me to make sure I'm alright I will take it.

IDK I'm just lonely and need human contact. I haven't been held by a lover for 3 friggin years, last month.

Stop groping me....

No viv, I will not. ;) ;) Here's a drink to calm you down. *hands you a fifth of jack*

I need some clear liquid..and or tequila...

*mixed some vodka with triple sec and some parrot bay passionfruit rum and hands it to you*

everyday i'm shuffling.

Was playing Call of Duty earlier. My question is this. What is an obvious elementary or middle schooler doing on Xbox Live at 6AM and why were they playing a game far above their age level? smfh I blame the parents.

how does one take on a lover?

I mean is there some place like, lover's R Us, that one could just stop by a pick up one?

recon-----------i agree. my husband was on at 1 in the morning on a school night one night with a 5th grader! he openly admitted he was in 5th grade, and definitely sounded like it. We were like, "arent you supposed to be in bed? or are you sneaking on behind your parents back?" he just said, "no, they know. they just went to bed. my parents just dont really care." it broke my heart.

now that i have read through my AP english and comp for dummies book and i am halfway through my pre-algebra essentials for dummies book, i am making my own little study guides of vocab and examples that i can print off and just read over every night before bed before i take these college placement tests.

Good luck on your tests, Des! When do you have to take them?

So I was awakened by the text notification on my phone at 3 am. Grabbed my phone and checked it. "Hi. I'm just thinking about you . . ."

FROM STBXH!!! WTF?! Glad to know he's in Vegas thinking about me and waking my ass up at 3 am. What a moron. How do I even respond to that?!

awesome------------personally, i would be a smartass and saying something like. "drunk texting is never a good thing. pretty sure you meant this for someone else."