My head is driving me crazy, it may explode soon,i don't even know how this happened to me, but i'm in love with two men. I really love them both, but i have to choose, none of them will accept the other one obviously. They have very different personalities and both have some amazing qualities, i just don't know where to put my priorities. Prince charming no1 gives me the best sex I ever had! I never can have enough of kissing and fucking him. He's a nice guy, but he can be a bit of a dick at times too, he gets angry easily, can't take criticism, and at 31 he has no serious jobs and no ambition to get one, which worries me a bit. He is an artist, it's not like he does nothing, it's just that it doesn't pay the bills! Prince charming no2 is the sweetest person i have ever known, he always brings me what i want if i just hint i'd like to have it, not financial things, more like attentions, breakfast in bed, foot rub, pouring me a bath, etc. He's a guy who graduated as an engineer from Cambridge at just 22, so i'd say he has a good future, he's only 23 now and just started his own company. The company isn't flying yet but he at least has ambition and is hard-working, so is sure to get somewhere. The problem is... i love him, i really do, but when we kiss, the butterflies aren't there, kissing him is not unpleasant, sex is not unpleasant, but it's NOWHERE near as amazing as with Prince charming no1. I also have a child, a 6 yr old boy, his dad is completely out of the picture, but i have to consider my son in the choice i make, my son knows them both and likes them both and although both men love him and get along , i have to admit no2 has been way more devoted in helping me take care of him, he will stay with my son to let me go out, drive him to school when i work early and i feel he is a better role-model for him. PC no1 adores my son and plays with him a lot but i have asked him to watch it one afternoon that i got in trouble with no sitter and an appointment i couldn't miss and he pretended he is too busy, which i know wasn't true. So really, i know prince charming no2 is a better candidate to live a good life, he would treat me better, make more money, be a better role-model for my son as he is educated and hard-working. But it just comes down to.. how much do i need this amazing sex no1 was giving me. I am a bit of a sex addict, used to have sex between 5 and 10 times a day with no1 until i met no2 and fucked everything. A while ago, no1 told me i had to choose, that he wouldn't be just a friend to have sex with at times, that i had to be his completely or forget about him completely. Since then he has refused to speak with me, he cried on the phone last time we spoke and asked me never to get in contact with him, told me i broke his heart. I am going crazy missing his body ever since, problem is, i don't think that's love, it hurts nonetheless. No2 is so sweet, he knows i'm not satisfied, we can discuss it openly and he said he'd allow me to stray now and then as long as it's not a regular thing and i forget about the others when i'm not with him. But i know that's impossible. I just don't know what to do, i want number2 by day, and number1 by night, i've been going completely nuts over the last 6 months, i'm crying everyday, even in front of my son, i can't think of nothing else. It's driving me crazy not be holding no1, but i don't wanna leave no2. Please give me your opinion and advice, i have no real friends to ask. Thank you so much!