i hope i did the right thing tonight i told the i have been talking to that i was forced i didnt really go into detail i was scared to tell him. all of it i was afraid he would leave. i was telling him and i got upset i was trying really hard to make light of it so i wouldnt get upset and cry.he told me he was angry that happened to me and he wished he could have took it back for me, i kinda got more upset. he said that he wouldnt change the his feelings for me, and he keep teling me how sorry he was it happened, he said he wouldnt jugde me for what happened in the past it wasnt my fault i got really upset when he said that. he said we just have to put one foot in fornt of the other and and take one day at a time, im so afarid his feelings will change for real now,it was a really good feeling when i told and he said it wasnt my fault i tried not to cry, but i couldnt help it, i was crying quietly it felt like a huge weight was lefted after i told him. i just hope he dosent think this was weird i told him i was a bit concered with what he would say or i would never talk to him again. but atleast he knows now so later down the road if we do get serious im not like ooooo yeah btw i forgot to tell ya. he toold me understood but he was sorry if he made me feel like he would be mad, its the past, today is a new day :) im scared to fall to though ill take it each day.