My husband and I love each other emensly but have some serous issues. Meth addiction, sex & porn addiction, both bi-sexual, which we both confirmed rescently. He found out first then convinced me to do the same.

There is a lot to this, but to make a long story short. He agreed that when the time came our own porn, and us would be enough when the time came in the sex and porn issues. That I would be enough. He proved himself wrong. 

It tears me apart and him as well, I am assuming from his outbursts when I tell him I know, even show him, after I tried to tease him on texts.... But was ignored while he was busy on line with his porn. Or that I butted in and all. I need him to look for me, desire me, tease me... like he spends his time for that. I'm lonely in that and tired of it. He has gotten better, but not enough. I still need and want & desire him in ways I don't have him. 

I'm hurting and don't know what to do. 

We both list ourselves and having a very hard time finding each of us again.

Does anyone have any ideas