I am trying to loose 30 lbs in less than two months so I can have laperscopic gbs. I had a really bad week! My mother in law had a massive heartattache on Monday! We had to travel out of town to get to her, stay in a hotel and sit for hours waiting tor the ten minutes out of every hour to go see her in the icu. I did good on day one of drinking my liquid drinks but by day two I was done! I had been drinking four shakes a day for two weeks and I ate two small prices of pizza and a small salad! Oh boy then I did good for another day and did it again! Plus I ate a bout a half a cup of 100 calorie cheese it's. I know I can do this! My mother in law is not out of the icu yet and having lost both my parents, this is killing me! She is the closest thing to a mother that I have. My mom quit dialysis and died three months after her open heart because she never really healed! Every time that I look at my mother in law I see my mom! I know that it is no excuse but I was weak, stressed and tired! I had just successfully made it through a family camping trip with my side of the family that I had decided I couldn't do because all the eyes and all the food! I did eat a slim piece of grilled chicken but nothing else, I was so proud. The difference was having something else to focus my attention on. Camping if someone sat next to me eating I would just move and talk to someone else! In the waiting room I had everyone eating around me! So here's to starting over and one day at a time!