You will be if that's what you believe and you will have a good chance against it if you believe the opposite. The mind and our thoughts are a powerful tool. Use it to help you rather than against you. I would never give up fighting for a normal life.

Skip88 is right. There is such thing as self-fulfilling prophecy. Also whatever you manifest in your mind will eventually come true. If you tell yourself over and over that you are the one with ALL of the power, soon you will come to realize that is the truth!

Hold the phone, GA step one: Admitted we were powerless over gambling-that our lives have become unmanageable.
You have half of step one, you also need to admit that your life has become unmanageable. It is this admission, this knowing that we can not change the fact that we are addicts that we gain power over our addiction. It can not be reversed or changed nor can we be magically turned back into social gamblers. We must know as we stand the the precipice of the next bet, that we are likely to dive in deeper and harder than we did before. We must know in our hearts that it makes our lives unmanageable. This is the beginning of knowing why we want to quit indulging this addiction.

You are NOT powerless. Please do not give up! The fact that you have joined this group means that you want to become in control of this problem. Hang in there and get support from this group.