Gambling Addiction & Recovery Support Group
Compulsive gambling is an urge or addiction to gamble despite harmful negative consequences or a desire to stop. A preferred term among many professionals is problem gambling, as few people described by the term experience true compulsions in the clinical sense of the word. Problem gambling often is defined by whether harm is experienced by the gambler or others rather...

Gamblers Anonymous might have a website for resources in your area as well, with info about current practices during the pandemic. I wish you well and hope you will take the initiative to reach out.
There are resources out there but sort of hard to get hooked up with them. The help line yes2recovery posted should be able to steer you to your area's resources. There is no shame in reaching out, it is not a sign of weakness but of strength.