I really know where you are coming from. I took a big step the other day when I posted a confession in my journal and on a forum containing a list of the foods that I ate in a bingeing session. I felt so deeply ashamed, only to feel more positve and empowered afterwards following loads of words of comfort and learnt that many people go through the same kind of experiences. So for me, the honesty helped. Furthermore, you are already talking about conquering it, so you are on the right track - so conquer it you will.

That's why I'm scared to even start OA... because I know I probably would not be completely honest about what I am eating or drinking... I don't know why I'm so scared. This addiction is already running my life--I'm not so sure what I'm scared people will say. Partly (or maybe a large part) I think it's because there are certain things that I know are triggers but I won't admit that to myself yet because I'm just not ready to give them up. Then again, maybe I'm starting to think the food itself isn't so much the trigger as the time of day.

I can relate to what you are saying! One thing I find that helps me is to get on the good stuff; this being raw food smoothies!
What I do is get some organic coconut water and blend this with blueberries, raw cacoa nibs , coconut oil, cashews or hempseeds, blue green algae, raw maca powder, perhaps a banana, and some raw honey! This is a great way to start the day! It is healthy, nutrient dense and by drinking slowly throughout the morning it will fill you up and give your body the nutrition it needs. This works for me! You have to search for the stuff online. There are many websites where you can purchase these raw foods! There are the best ever! Rather than trying to conquer the addiction replace all the foods you normally eat with raw alternatives and you can easily overcome it; I have started to eat as much good stuff as possible and do it in a way that satisfies me. If you are looking for further ideas let me know; hope this helps!

I understand.. I think with eating it's very socially acceptable- a little too much? in comparison say to smoking or something.
You will get there, bit by bit. Only you need to be honest/accountable to yourself first and foremost. You are worth it and you are a full person outside this addiction.