Hi Everyone,

As usual the depression got bad and somewhere between migraines that sent me to the hospital for help to get medicine in me, moving, injections in my spine for sciatica, I lost it and self harmed.

Here is the only place I know that would understand. Don't worry my therapist and psychiatrist are aware. They are looking into intensive out patient programs for me. My husband has been understanding without having a clue who what when or why this happens.

I should have leaned on the group more. I know that now. I was so wrapped up in how out of conteol I feel with this move because I am so physically incapable. I've never had to do this. When we originally bought that house I was in shape and hadn't yet felt or been diagnosed with fibro. Now I feel like my world is upside down and I don't understand. I knew you all would though. You know  the pain that is fibro and all of its mental tricks 

In the meanwhile the plan fir the next few days is that Tina (yes my bio mom believe it or not) is going to come help out around the new apartmwnt some, getting things unpacked while hubby is at work and then she'll head home Friday when hubby is off work.

Thanks for listening all. Special glasses of iced cold sweet tea to Fantod, Twin, and Leo and AngelaJo