I been up since 4am and thats after not getting to sleep until 1am. I stared with decroating and frosting sugar cookies i had alreayd made at 4am then moved on to dipping pretzels in white choclate and putting sprinkles on them then making white cup cakesand frosting them with chocoalte fudge frosting, then i made the angel food candy and its very hard to make, at that point i decided to eat quick and take a shower was already 930. THen my parents left for church and the tears started. i made choclate chip cookies iwht dark chocolate then broke up the angel food candy and dipped it some in milk chocolate some in dark. Made a frozen pizza but it didnt turn out at all must of been old. Mom and dad picked up pizza, mom comes home i just start sobbing and mosm response? you just need ot take a nap. ya a nap is going to bring back my hsubnad nad 4 childred uh huh UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She did bring me some pizza becaue i went and laid down i was in so much pain i was almost in tears form that too was hardly able to hobble down the hallway. I keep breaking down and my heart feels like its shattered in a million pieces. I need you guys so bad to ge thru the holidays.