Not sure where to start. My son who lives with his dad is here for the weekend. I have to get him to the train by 4:30. Our truck broke down a couple of weeks ago. My husband hasn't taken the time to fix it yet and when he was going to take the time he decided to go to work instead. I called my daughter to see if she could give my son (her brother) who is 16 and I a ride to the train station. She said no cause she feels that I take advantage of her. So far in the last two months, I asked for a ride to my doc twice and to have her pick up my son yesterday at the Jazz Festival that he was playing at. So now we have to ride the bus. Which I don't mind riding the bus but right now it's going to hurt. I had to quit my job two months ago because of pain. My daughter said she said no because my husband hasn't fixed the truck yet. Said she felt like he was just being lazy. Now I admit that he is a procrastinator. And there are times that he just wants to be with me instead of doing things that he should be doing. But in his defense he works three double shifts and two regular shifts a week. While in the last three months we have put almost 600.00 into her car as well as just Friday I paid for some meds for her because she was broke. I am mom so I always make sure she is fed when we go anywhere and put gas in her car. So I don't know what to do. I will ride the bus and put up with it. One of the problems that she has is that she doesn't believe in Fibromaylgia. When I was diagnoses she was going to college in North Dakota where my parents are. My mom talked to a doc friend of theirs and he said that it was just a basket diagnosis and that it was all in my head. So she has taken the opinion of them over the way I feel and look when I am really bad. She actually told me to day that life doesn't revolve around me. So now I feel even more that I should just hide how I am feeling to not bother anyone. I have never wanted to be a burden to anyone. I made sure when I married my husband that he knew what he was getting into. But things have changed lately and I can't do some of the things that we used to do more of. And I feel like his feelings have changed towards me. Might be just me imagining it. Or over analyzing it. I don't know. All I know is I have to make sure that my son doesn't think that all this is about him and take care of him. So I off to try and dress warm enough, and then off to catch the bus. Which by the way is a hour and a half ride one way.
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