Hi bluesun

I guess you arent new but I am Magicpill, glad to meet you

Blue was here for a long time and then was gone for a long time.

Blue I don't know whether you know but the person who used to do the list committed suicide.

No list last year - but maybe we're ready to move on if somebody wants to take charge of it.

Yeah I know ff wife was doing it before and then last I heard she died... but then I wasn't around for a while so I never got an up date about what happened. Did she really do that???? OMG
So nobody is continuing after her?
I would but we have a really full plate here... renovating the entire up stairs and doing majority of it our selves... ugh.... it hurts... trying to manage the pain and still pace my self, even though this has to be done before the guests get here in late DEC for our wedding celebration which we are still trying to coordinate, TOO!! AND my neiborhood board just asked me to be on a commitee?!?!? I don't know if I have time for that either. You know how we doing everything at slow pace. Takes us longer to get anything done and people expect us to get things done by the time THEY (the normal poeple) have it done.... sheesh..... ok now I'm just rambling.....

You know... I think of BEcky every X mas.....

Nice to meet you Magicpill!! wish they had one of those for FM ...lol

Yep she did. I think her account is still open or it was last time I checked.

They should have written on her cause of death "chronic pain."

I think about her a lot especially this time of the year.

Never met her in person but miss her.... wish I could send her a card. :(
Do you know how she did it? can you pm me? I just hope she didn't suffer too much. I mean, we all know we go through more than enough. So sad. I feel bad for not being here.

Hopefully someone can volunteer really soon to take on being the Christmas list person. :) Would love to sart that up again.....
Anyone?

How sad this poor person took their life.

yeah... she was really sweet. I don't even remember seeing any signs that she would do anything like that. Everyone liked her, too. They should put that on the commercials that make it look like you can just take lyrica or cymbalta and it will go away.... yeah right. We all try those pills and it doesn't relieve the pain. We should write to those companies that do those stupid advertisements... hey hello... we lost a friend... she took her life... your stupid medications didn't help!
Poor family must have been devastated. She was a blessing.

yeah her account is still open.... I feel bad. I never saw it coming.

Blue!!!!!!!!! It is sooooo good to see you, girl!!!!! I have missed ya!!!

How are ya, and HUGS from down south :)

Hi Blue-I am new here so don't know anything about any of this but it seems very semi-sweet. I at this point or any other I pray have never thought of ending it all but I very much understand how someone could with this stuff. So I don,t mean to intrude here just wanted to say hello and send condolences, dose not matter how long it has been. I never even knew this person but I agree, even tho the lyrica helps me I really do wish they would use a real person in a real flare instead of making it look like a little neck pain that keeps us from tending our flower beds!
Starting to gripe now, sorry but just to know that someone here with all this love and support I have found could not take it anymore is so sad!!

Oh it's ok... you're allowed to gripe. You feel like crap all day and night and can't sleep. Probably sick and tired of being sick and tired. lol. Anyway... nice to meet you! Sorry I've been MIA for a long time. I see lots of new faces around. :)

CajunTiger!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aloha!!!!!!!!!!!!! I see you've been holding down the fort around here! lol