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yesterday i was running errands like a runaway train with no brakes. and i don't know about the rest of you, but when i go and do just ONE errand, i get so exhausted after wards and can't handle much more. this is ONE of the reasons i'm now on SSDI, as i CAN NOT work!!!
so anyways... yesterday after i clean up a failed attempt at putting polish on my toe nails, one of the kittens jumps into my lap and smacks the bottle of polish remover over and splatters it EVERYWHERE!!! SO i clean THAT up (and my self as well as change clothes) and then have our usual family Bible study.
THEN i ran my car up to the auto shop for safety inspection and the brake lights were actin funny. the guy fixes it right then and there. then i had to drive back home, park the car (expired plates), get in the truck and drive all the way to Pearlridge City to get the registration done (for the car) and this was the only place open on Saturdays, and Pearlridge is in the opposite direction of the auto shop. then stopped at bank to pay mortgage. by the time i was on my way home, i was soooo exhausted and i STILL had to drive back to the auto place to get the stickers!!!
Matthew was just switched from welbutrin to effexor so his head was all woosey and he was nauseous. so i told him to get my bro Sonnie out to go back to the auto place with me, since on the way back from the auto place, i STILL have to PICK UP CRATES OF WATER FOR THE COMING HURRICANE!!!! AND I CAN"T LIFT WATER!!! (hence my bro coming)
FINALLY!!!!!! i get home and i'm so out of it i ask my bro to park the car for me after unloading. YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAYS???!!! "SO? i ran 50 errands yesterday at work!" (because his job is a courier driver) i just walked away i was so pissed...
then you know what the SHMUCK says to me later?!?!!?!!!? as i"M TRYING TO REST?!!! he threatens to STP coming to the family Bible study because i don't go with him to his Saturday NIGHT church services or Sunday morning services!!!!! DUH!!!! I started the at HOME BIBLE STUDY CUZ I CAN"T HANDLE THINGS LIKE THAT!!!!
i tried to tell him (as i lay there) how he doesn't understand what it's like to not be able to handle noise or EVENTS and how doing just ONE thing is EXHAUSTING ...or how my muscles ache every freakin day and feel so tired!!
YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAYS TO ME (as he CUTS me OFF)??? "AND YOU DON"T THINK I GET THAT?!" then walks out slamming the door!!!!!!
i was too tired to say or do anything i just laid there. otherwise i would have said "IF YOU WERE THE SAME AS ME AND HAD THIS< YOU WOULDN"T BE ABLE TO WORK !!! I DON"T CHOSE TO BE THIS WAY!!!!" GRRRRRR
and then guess what the other kitten does as i'm gettin ready for bed?? he PISSES ALL over the bed!!!!! so we had to strip everything down and start washing it all as i slept on towels and an old pair of sheets!!!
GRAHHHHHH!!!!! thanks for letting me vent.... sorry it was long
ps. guess what my mother says to me this morning??!!! "ARE YOU COMING TO CHURCH WITH US THIS MORNING?" do you think AFTER HE SAID THAT SHIT, I WOULD WANT TO GO WITH HIM ANYWHERE??!!!!?
so anyways... yesterday after i clean up a failed attempt at putting polish on my toe nails, one of the kittens jumps into my lap and smacks the bottle of polish remover over and splatters it EVERYWHERE!!! SO i clean THAT up (and my self as well as change clothes) and then have our usual family Bible study.
THEN i ran my car up to the auto shop for safety inspection and the brake lights were actin funny. the guy fixes it right then and there. then i had to drive back home, park the car (expired plates), get in the truck and drive all the way to Pearlridge City to get the registration done (for the car) and this was the only place open on Saturdays, and Pearlridge is in the opposite direction of the auto shop. then stopped at bank to pay mortgage. by the time i was on my way home, i was soooo exhausted and i STILL had to drive back to the auto place to get the stickers!!!
Matthew was just switched from welbutrin to effexor so his head was all woosey and he was nauseous. so i told him to get my bro Sonnie out to go back to the auto place with me, since on the way back from the auto place, i STILL have to PICK UP CRATES OF WATER FOR THE COMING HURRICANE!!!! AND I CAN"T LIFT WATER!!! (hence my bro coming)
FINALLY!!!!!! i get home and i'm so out of it i ask my bro to park the car for me after unloading. YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAYS???!!! "SO? i ran 50 errands yesterday at work!" (because his job is a courier driver) i just walked away i was so pissed...
then you know what the SHMUCK says to me later?!?!!?!!!? as i"M TRYING TO REST?!!! he threatens to STP coming to the family Bible study because i don't go with him to his Saturday NIGHT church services or Sunday morning services!!!!! DUH!!!! I started the at HOME BIBLE STUDY CUZ I CAN"T HANDLE THINGS LIKE THAT!!!!
i tried to tell him (as i lay there) how he doesn't understand what it's like to not be able to handle noise or EVENTS and how doing just ONE thing is EXHAUSTING ...or how my muscles ache every freakin day and feel so tired!!
YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAYS TO ME (as he CUTS me OFF)??? "AND YOU DON"T THINK I GET THAT?!" then walks out slamming the door!!!!!!
i was too tired to say or do anything i just laid there. otherwise i would have said "IF YOU WERE THE SAME AS ME AND HAD THIS< YOU WOULDN"T BE ABLE TO WORK !!! I DON"T CHOSE TO BE THIS WAY!!!!" GRRRRRR
and then guess what the other kitten does as i'm gettin ready for bed?? he PISSES ALL over the bed!!!!! so we had to strip everything down and start washing it all as i slept on towels and an old pair of sheets!!!
GRAHHHHHH!!!!! thanks for letting me vent.... sorry it was long
ps. guess what my mother says to me this morning??!!! "ARE YOU COMING TO CHURCH WITH US THIS MORNING?" do you think AFTER HE SAID THAT SHIT, I WOULD WANT TO GO WITH HIM ANYWHERE??!!!!?
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My 6mo twin DD's are EBF and just started rice cereal on the first. Everything has been going fine except this morning one of them had a diaper rash (lots of redness around her anus). I read this as one of the signs of an allergy. BUT I did just buy a different brand diaper yesterday (which they have used randomly before w/no issues). Do you think its the cereal or the diaper? Im ready to start...
anyway, vent away...and BIG HUG!
he said sorry so i guess that's it.
just heard mom say that he got baptized today...
good for him. i guess maybe i should say "i don't want pity. i want UNDERSTANDING." maybe then he might get the picture?
Take care gentle hugs
that's pretty bad
Glad he appologized.
Hope you have a great week.
Hugs
mom asked me last night while i was bustin my ass to cook a LAMB ROAST, if i wanted to go to the EVENING church service!
and the my bro comes in and bugs me about the same, they teamed up on me trying to convince me to go to church with them. that if i go I WILL WALK OUT OF THERE HEALED!
i told em that my illness is between me and God... that if HE wants to heal me, He will heal me. i don't have to go to a pastor (or another human being) to get healed, at least not that kind of healing. other wise if He wants me to live this way then i will live this way.