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Jerrysgirl
Jerrysgirl
i just want to know if anyone else has been through this before, now i am not depressed, and i really am not angry at anyone in general, but i am so i don't know what to call it, i need to be locked up in a room with no contact with anyone, my hubby and little girl does not bother me but everyone else just irratates the heck, out of me, i do not want to hear the drama, i don't want to hear what i should do, i don't want to go to the family reunion, i don't want to talk to anyone, i don't want to do anything, i just want to be left alone, now i mean if something doesn't give i am going to hurt somebody, i really don't care who, someday someone is going to say hi, or good morning to me in just the wrong tone, and i will be one of those cases of temporary insanity, i take my depression pills, i take my anxiety pills i try to smile and be nice, but i am at my limit.
does anyone else experience this or is it only me, and if you do, what do you do to get over it, please help me before i strangle someone, now in reality i would never hurt anyone, but i just want to be left alone,
deleted_user
deleted_user
Been there. Sometimes, I just want to curl up on my bed, lock the door and tell everyone to leave me the hell alone. I haven't felt that way in awhile, but I was feeling that way for a very long time about 6 months ago. Sometimes people just need a break, especially people with chronic pain!!!!!
jennafur
jennafur
MEEEEE TOOOOOO! I'm so tired of going out in the world and trying to do regular things and it being so difficult and no one understanding that, and it makes me not want to be around anyone, or hear anything they have to say good or bad, or all the energy it takes to stand there and listen to it all, or even the energy it takes to have coffee with a friend that I like. I get pissed off at everything because everything puts demands on me, having to eat means cooking and that's a demand, argh. So tired, just here to say, I know where u are and I'm there too, and it even helps me to know that I'm not alone in being angry with everything for taxing me.
Thanks for sharing.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Oh, I .am so glad I read this today. I just got my second IPad back from repairs yesterday. I have thrown 2 computers and 2 IPads a.nd 1 cell phone against walls and jumped up and down on them till they broke. My frustration level was so high and there was no let out place. And these machines always act up when I am not in full control--so they catch the furry.

It will be a lot cheaper to put in the boxing bag. I love that idea.

Thank you for making me feel more normal. Chronic pain is something people do not understand, and the frustration we go throughout quietly everyday.

Lorrie
lovingautumn
lovingautumn
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!! I'm going thru this myself. I'm only 41 and I feel like THIS IS IT,my life is over. My husband and I have four boys together and I lost my mom just a yr ago,her bday being yesterday makes it so hard. There is so much compiled that makes me into what you're describing plus so much more. I sympathize with you,I UNDERSTAND.
lovingautumn
lovingautumn
Let me say to,distractions are GREAT. But you'll have to MAKE yourself do them. I love gardening,photography,writing,reading...but i'm not always ABLE...so there are days when i'm just doing to lay in bed,in the dark and want to be left alone...but I don't let it stay that way for too long...I force myself out. YOU HAVE TO. And let me tell you,I'M HURTING in the phys and mental forms!!! So I know it hurts...but do it anyway. Even for just a few minutes.
lovingautumn
lovingautumn
OMG,Nascar....you made me CRY!
deleted_user
deleted_user
You're definitely not alone! I feel for you and I'mm very sorry that you are feeling like this I've felt like this on & off for the past yr (since everything started), & always wonder if I should lock myself up. I would never hurt someone else either, but sometimes I just scare myself by how bad I want to. Unfortuantely, I smoke & when I feel like this I walk away from the situation, have a cig & try to just zone out by watching the birds or whatever happens to be in the yard. Sometimes I snuggle or pet my fur babies. They always have a way to make me laugh, but The worst is when I don't even want to be around my fur babies bc I feel so annoyed. That's when I just seperate myself from everything & everyone, put my head phones in & take a really hot bath.
I hope you find what helps you feel better. I don't recommend smoking, but I hope the other suggestions help.
Sending you gentle hugs, Buckets of smiles, Lots of love & wishing you well.
Blessed Be Dear Friend,
Sabrina
Jerrysgirl
Jerrysgirl
ladywolf i do smoke ,more than a person should, i am not doing any better, but i refuse to give into this stuff, i know that when school starts back things will get a little better, i have a 9 year old that takes every step i take,she, although she has 2 brothers and 1 sister is like a only child, because the others are grownand out of the house,i know she is just attached and i know it will get better, but for now i just have to do what i have to do, i apprecitate all your comments, great to know i am not the only one, God bless