AGAIN she is claiming to be so depressed that she wants to kill herself. She isn't on meds, she self medicated with weed and alcohol. She gets high or drink and sends nasty texts to me telling me I'm just a price of shit basically. Nitpicking every little detail even things that have happened 18 years ago (we are 36 years old. Fraternal (thank goodness) twins). I can't take the verbal abuse anymore it's maddening. I stopped calling or reaching out because I'm met with negative responses from her. She is stressing my dad out by calling him all the time and talking about suicide and how she is depressed etc. She is going through a hard time most of her relationships are strained where she lives due to her toix behavior. She never sees anything wrong with her actions and everyone else is the problem. My dad called memlast night asking for help and for me to call suicide line again and local police, so I did! Suicide hot line was a freaking joke. The guy said he will call her when he gets a moment because he has to answer incoming calls first before outgoing calls. She moved I didn't have her new address and called poilce who dis not have her current address and refused to ping her cell phone. She sent nasty text messages saying I was trying to get her into trouble by calling police and suicide hotline. I didn't let her know that my dad was the one asking me to do so as she would have lashed out at him and he doesn't need anymore bullshit from her. 

I guess im just venting to people who I know will understand how hard it is to have a family member who is meantally I'll and bipolar at that which makes it hard. I have cut her off officially today no more responding to her text messages I don't want to but I feel I have no choice. I have to set boundaries on my health and I can't take her toxicity.