My 21 year old son was arrested at my home 2 days before Thanksgiving. He has been charged with a crime that carries to sentences life without parole or life with parole. My days are foggy and my nights are long. I miss my child and I'm so scared of what lies at the end of this road for us. I'm stuck on the day he was arrested while the rest of the world moves on like nothing's changed. I will be meeting with a Lawyer tomorrow who projected his fee as 20k. I only have 3k in savings. But I'm willing to give up everything to give him a fighting chance. My youngest son went back to school today so now I'm all alone with my thoughts. No one has called to check on me to see if I'm okay or how I'm coping, so I anticipate I'll be fighting for my son's life alone. I pray that God is real and he grants my son Mercy. My son says he's innocent. I can't stop the tears.
I moved here from S cali and I am living in hell just getting aquainted with N Utah. I moved here with my wife which is good but all the friends I had in Cali are long gone. I struggle with anxiety everyday.
This has been a very trying day. I honestly thought that today would be pretty good. I woke up feeling ok, the sun was absolutely amazing, and it was already so warm when I let the dogs out this morning. I have been dealing with nocturnal cramps again. I have had two back surgeries and my back is still super messed up, but I have learned what to do to keep the pain under contro. So, even with the...