Oh my friends,,, need you,,, a liitle high anxiety,, which I've been doing really good,, however I have a birthday coming up on Wednesday,, in the past all my kids,,, especially Katelin has always made my day special,, so this one is going to be a tough one,,, of course I have two more days., like my sponser said,, don't worry about Wednesday,, your other three,, plus Ava will make it feel special,,, let go,, release,,, I know practice what I preach,,, but I am human,,, and my heart feels a liitle heavy,,, yep having my pitty-party , I know go ahead,,, but be sure to put those big girl pants on, some lipstick on( momma always said it will make you feel better,, Gosh I miss her,, which adds to my pity party),, anywhoo there no place like you guys to bring me comfort right now,,,, although Wednesday will be a extremly tough one,,, maybe it's menapause I am turning 47

Love ya!!


I know,, I know,,, quit your whining!!