Just came from my post-op, we looked through the pictures of my uterus, ovaries, cul-de-sac, bladder, and appendix and there was in fact nothing. My doctor said it is probably all related to the IBS, but luckily there's *tons* of treatments for IBS! And that's when I basically had a meltdown, because as someone who's tried every diet, every supplement, prescription, exercise, etc I haven't found one single thing that makes my condition better. Not to mention the fact that I've had IBS since I was like 10, and it was pretty much always manageable until two years ago pain during sex and daily pelvic pain were thrown into the mix.

Anyway, he wants to test me for IC just in case and gave me the number for a pelvic floor therapist, but at this moment I just feel completely drained and tired of fighting. If I'm going to feel like crap every day anyway I don't see the use in trying to find the answer anymore.

Also, of course no one believed that the reason my stomach is still so distended is from the gas they put into me during surgery, so no solutions for that either :/

Also, I'm sorry for the depressing rant, I just knew I couldn't even try to explain to my family or friends.