I have so many people who care about me. Who love me to no end and I feel as though with this I am pushing them away from me cuz no one has it and they dont understand my pain. When they see me in pain they want to help and it hurts me when they see me that way. I am so use to be up beat all the time but sense I've had this crap its been hard to stay that way all the time. My hormones are all out of wack. I mean I am all out of wack cuz of this and the meds I was and am still taking. Though next month I am getting to see a new doctor. On the 9th. Nothing has been working for me. NOTHING AT ALL!!! The only relief I get is from these pain pills I take every damn day. Sorry for my cursing. I am just so upset anymore about this whole thing. Anyway, I have been told that sense nothing has worked so far I havent had surgrey yet. If my new Female doctor brings it up do you think I should go for it sense nothing has helped so far?
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