Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I haven't posted here in a long time but here I am, back. I have had anorexia for about 8 years, I am better, at a low but stable weight but the fear and thoughts of eating and weight are always on my mind. each day I think I should restrict as I am not exercising as much as I was. even though I haven't gained I feel like I have and the number I see is no longer acceptable, even though I know I don't look good. then I end up eating to much at night, my dinner time and I feel disgusting and then don't eat breakfast. there are no support groups here and it is pointless to talk to my friends and family, they are tired of it or make fun of it. I am 58 years old, how sad is that?? I just wish it would stop. the not being comfortable with my weight when stable for awhile is not a new thing, this happened all along the road, I would be okay then drop. this has been the longest I have stayed and maybe I want to prove something to myself, which is wrong.
I suppose its doest help to ask "how would your life be better if you were 5 lbs lighter?" Is that too therapist-like talk? You know of course it wont help your mother or make your job easier. Is there some other way, apart from losing weight that you could find some happiness and satisfaction in your life? I dont know what it could be but Ill make one (maybe silly) suggestion since your dog seems to like other dogs. Is there a canine club or agility training classes in your area where you could meet different people and Nala new doggie friends?